It doesn't matter any more. I will realize my dream go to the North Pole to see the aurora. Ah, but what if I give up one day in the future? By the way I can write a composition at the end of the book. If the future I wanna give up. He will think of me today. To cheems of the future: Hello, long time no see. I am the past you. When you think of this letter you should be an adult. Have you fulfilled our dream? Or, not done by life? I don't know, but cheems never stop chasing. I know it may be difficult. Even if I tried hard, the flame of hope can't be lit. But cheems, if one day I give up, bury our dreams, well, no matter how many times. Please must held your courage again. Pick up your shovel again and dig out the dream again! Our stories should not be buried deep in the ground. But should store in the sky! No matter how many times we've been knocked down, don't forget the power of dreams. Go to the end of the Earth. But it's not just the end of the Earth. To see the endless wilderness, go and see the mountains stretching thousands of miles, go and see the waterfall flowing straight down, go and see the clear and clean lake, no why, just because I wanted to go. Isn't that the best life? The sea's so cold tonight. I don't think you'd like to go in for a swim. Who are you? Why's you here? As you can see, I'm a sea gull. The view here is excellent, I plan to go wait until dawn and go to the dock next door to order French fries. And you? My name is cheems. Alright, cheems. What are you doing here? I just wanna go swimming. You know what? I have seen a lot swimming lovers like you before. But their level only stays at their hobbies. Then I never saw then again. My swimming level is still very high. Oh, your mouth is so hard. Well, in fact most, most people who come here have some little secrets in their heart. Just now I have nothing to do, if you are willing to tell me your tragic experience to make me happy, I'm still happy to listen to it. You are so lovely. Well. Before that, I wanna ask you a question. You ask. Where are we going? I'm going to the dock later to order some French fries. No, you misunderstood. I mean, what is the ultimate goal of our life? What's your opinion? I ... I don't think it's going to the North Pole to see the aurora. Your story sounds a little strange. You have fulfilled your long-standing dream, and broken through all obstacles. Why do you still feel so painful? At the moment I realizing my dream. I really felt great satisfaction at the bottom of my heart. But almost in an instant, I felt the endless nothingness. What did the aurora bring to me? There seems to be nothing. I still clearly remember the palpitation in my heart when I dreamed of seeing the aurora as a child, but when I grew up, the throbbing became lighter and lighter. I was overwhelmed by life, and was no longer able to complete the so-called dream. But when I buried my dream, my heart was unwilling. So, I've tried my best, and came here with the body that I didn't know how long I could live, I long for the aurora to bring me an eternal meaning, so I can fight against life bravely. But that doesn't exist. It has no meaning at all. My life will no change, and my story will not fly to the blue sky. In that case, what is the meaning of life? The dream that can be moved for it will be dull after it is realized. All our pursues will turn into nothingness in the end. Why should we purse it? So, I'm not going to go on. Since life has no meaning, let me go. Let me go to the abyss, to embrace the eternal nothingness, to embrace the eternal death. Cheems, don't lie to yourself. Deep in your heart, you're not here to see the aurora. You just want to escape, in order to escape your present, past, and future life. But after escaping, you still have to come back and face everything. You don't just want to give up because life is meaningless, you're afraid, fear if how you will spend your painful and hopeless life in the future. In the past, you put your hopes for the future on something that seems meaningful and valuable watching the aurora. But that's just a mirage. When you really realize this, you surrender to life since watching the aurora is meaningless, since life is meaningless, why continue to live? But, cheems, it is because the world has no meaning in the present, in the past or in the future, and because life has no meaning in the first place, that we are freed from the illusion, and are able to be real with the world or nothingness. Leave meaning behind, it doesn't matter. It is only after all the old ideas have been broken down and reorganized that we can reborn. So, cheems, to go back to the roots of everything, to do something in order to do it. The meaning of life is got to the dock and order some French fries! There is no reason, nor need any meaning. Just order the fries for the sake of ordering the fries. Live in every present moment that must come, be free from that control and torture of meaning, then fight against this nihilistic, cruel and painful life till the last second, dance in every painful and meaningless day, and finally fall in love with life bravely. Isn't that the most courageous and worthy thing in the world? So, cheems, your answer is?